crossroads

Not to be corny or anything, but I am standing in the crossroads of my life.  Though every time we are faced with decisions, they are also like crossroads.  This time though, it's been a major issue in my life.

Currently, I'm not happy with being back here.  Life feels stagnant and useless most days.  My job dissatisfies me and I miss my darling far too much.  It feels like I need to get moving on life.. get back on track with fulfilling my goals or at least get a better job.  Plus, my bf and I hate the long distance and in order to solve this, one of us has to move... most likely me.

So what are my choices?  Well, there's going to school and getting my masters.  Where?  Cali, Colorado or here?  Then, there's maybe getting a job in a public school.  Here or Colorado?  Should I even go to Colorado?  Blah.  What the hell.....

Okay.. I'm gonna help my sis with knitting...

the darnest thing about memories

why can't i get over you?  why can't i get over this?

the memories crowd my mind.  

and i miss the places, i miss just being there.  it is amazing that God never allowed our paths to cross considering...

monday all over again

it's funny how since moving back to the mainland, i've learn the true meaning of hating mondays.....